21 - Moriarty asked me for a fourth date but it seemed like he wasn't as interested as he had been so I told him I had had a lovely time on our other dates but I didn't think we should have any more. He took it well enough and I will be forever grateful for that. I don't want to think about how badly it could have gone.
22 - I think my worst fear is something horrible happening to the people I care about. And here in Lawrence it's also that the Seal will take them back. I know some of my friends don't have good futures back home.
23 - Sherlock. Multiple times and in multiple ways. I don't know if he realized for a long time that I was iattempting to try and have a date, though. Once he and John had the Christmas party I think if I had tried again he would have let me down more gently.
24 - The day Sherlock fell off the roof of St. Bart's he told me that I counted, that I had always counted. I was going to help him regardless, but him telling me that meant so much more than I think he knew. I had always hoped he would notice me and to know that he had and I mattered to him meant so much.
25 - When I was very young Theresa and I had another friend, Abigail Matthews. As we got older she started to do things that would get her and us in trouble. She was the one who convinced me to sneak out and go to the party when I was thirteen. After that I decided I couldn't be friends with her. She called me the most hurtful names and said she would spread nasty rumours about me. But before school started again she ran away. I have no clue where she's at now, or if she's even still alive.
26 - When I get sick I spend my time huddled under blankets with a book if I am awake enough to read, and I take a lot of vitamin C and make what I call Kitchen Sink Chicken Soup, where I throw anything I think would taste good in chicken soup in a slow cooker and just leave it be until it's all tender.
27 - I love other people's faces, especially their eyes. You can tell a lot about a person by studying their face.
28 - I don't have any, mostly because I haven't really trusted most of my partners enough to broach the idea and the one I did trust enough wasn't interested. There are a few things I might be interested in, like very light bondage, but not many and I would have to implicitly trust my partner.
29 - Intelligence is a very big turn on. I like smart men. I also find a sense of humour to be quite attractive. On a physical side I like tall men with dark hair and some muscles.
30 - Bossiness, dishonesty, flirting with other women in front of me and slobbish tendencies.